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THE FRUITS OF YOUR LABOR [Things you can't live without.]
Something important on your desk: Inhaler
When you sleep you wear: PJs =D
If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: A whole new wardrobe.
Something you don't have a lot of: True friends.
If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: Laptop, cell phone, and my purse.
MORALS
If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: Love
A time when you purposly hurt someone emotionally: No idea.
A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: Lots of times.
One person you have killed in your thoughts: Oh, a hell of a lot of people.
FRIENDS:
Three traits you look for in a friend: Honesty, sense of humor, loyalty.
Who makes you laugh most often: Marie and Nate
A friend who you can tell anything Ashley
A friend you can go to for advice Marie
The best piece of advice you had been given: Follow your heart.
Two closest friends: Ashley and Nate.
The friend who uses most of your energy: Marie.
EGO
Your 3 best qualities: Sense of humor, fun, trustworthy.
Your 3 worst qualities: Too honest, stuck up, moodyness.
Describe your Ideal self: More open around certain people.
A compliment that makes you blush: 'Wow, you're beautiful.'
You are embarassed when: Not sure.
The greatest physical pain you ever endured: Having cancer.
The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: My grandmothers dying.
Moment you are most ashamed of: I don't know.
Your best physical feature: My eyes.
Who/What makes you happy: Friends.
Who/what makes you sad: Not being able to have the guy I want.
EMOTIONS
Emotion you hide most: Depression.
The emotion you tend to experience most: Low self esteem.
The emotion you are feeling most lately: Overwhelmed.
You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: Not sure.
When you are angry you need: Pain
When you are sentimental you need: Quiet
When you are in love you need: The one I love.
MEMORIES
One of your most peaceful memories: Going to Lake Erie.
One of your most tragic memories: My grandmothers dying.
One of your angriest memories: Nate trying to tell me I lied to him.
One of your most scariest memories: Chocking and not being able to breathe for almost 3 minutes.
A memory that makes you laugh: Teaching Nate how to dance :)
A memory that makes you happy: Ridin' the crotch rocket with Mikel.
LOVE
Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive: When a guy calls me their girlfriend in front of people. When I was with Shawn, instead of saying 'Where's Courtney? he'd say 'Where's my girlfriend/girl?'.
Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: Being cocky, being way too clingy.
Two things appealing about people: Interesting, having principles.
A personality trait you find appealing: Politeness.
Your secret passion: It's a secret :P
What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: Knowing I'm not alone, and have someone to talk to and hang out with whenever I want to.
RELATING
Do you have a bf/gf if yes who? Nope, I'm single :)
What do you find sexy about them: I'm single!
A place where you want to have sex Uhm...A bed?
A strange place where you have had sex: I'm still a virgin :)
What drives you crazy (in a good way) about this person: I'm single, once again.
What music is on when you have sex, or is it the tv?: I'm still a virgin.
Favorite song to have sex to: I'm still a virgin!
Describe your mate physically: I'm single at the moment :P
Describle your mate's personality: Still single.
You feel most attractive when: I'm trying to impress someone.
Favorite thing you like to see your mate wear (clothing wise don't say naked): Depends on who I'm going out with, but I'm single right now :P
What would you like your mate to do more of: I'm single, so I don't know lol.
FINALLY
If you had more time alone you would: Sing.
If you had more patience you would: Lose weight.
If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be: Stretch marks.
If you had no committments what would you be doing: Lots of things.
If you could have one super power what would it be: Telekinesis, or the ability to fly.
If you could start all over.... Nothing.
More Randomness
How many boyfriends have you had: A lot.
How many times have you been in love: Twice.
How many times have you cheated on someone: Twice.
How many guys have you kissed: Way too many.
How many people have you said I love you to: 6. Tons counting my relatives and really close friends and such.
How many times have you meant it: Three times.
How many guys do you like right now: One.
Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes.
Do you believe in fate: Yes.
Do you believe in soul mates: Yes.
Ever gone out of your way to be with someone: Yes.
Ever went out with your best friend's ex-boyfriend: Yes.
Ever stole a friend's boyfriend: Yes.
Stole a kiss: Yes?
Written a love letter: Yes.
Written a love poem: Yes.
Written a dark, depressing, or sad poem/song/letter: Hell yes, those are the best.
Tried to commit suicide: No.
Cut yourself: Kind of?
Successfully commited suicide: Yep, I'm talking to you from the flat-screen in the underworld.
Adjs. People Relate To Me With: Cool, nice, sweet, weird, crazy, wild, shy, outgoing, smart, funny, clean xD, sexy, pretty, beautiful, cute, lazy, random, hardcore, freak, ho :P.
Name: Courtney
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